White Torture

Through inquisition, violence and punishment, an interrogator plays the same role as father, brother, husband and state who enforce a process of othering when dealing with women.

The feeling of fear is the background of all the days spent in the cell. Fear, reprimand, punishment, isolation, intimidation, deprivation and coercion are things that are strongly imposed on you in detention, but you have already experienced that as the logic behind all politics as a woman before your arrest, or you have heard from other women's experiences.

In prison, the interrogator is not merely an interrogator, but a representative of the patriarchal order that silences your voice if you refuse to do what he wants.

Sometimes my brain or conscious will stopped resisting, but something deep inside my body or soul, proud of my broken self, pushed me to keep resisting.